AUGH!!!!!!!! For once.... just for once... I wish my parents would ask me before they did something to my bedroom! It's my private sanctum and I really don't want them in there. Some people may think that it would be fantastic if your parents would clean your room for you... but let me tell you this... IT PISSES ME OFF!!!!!!
My mom moves everything around and adds things that I don't want... and then she thinks it is ok to shift my stuff around that I so lovingly placed where I wanted them.
I came home today from Jessmo2's to find a new shelf fixated high in my closet. Good. I really wanted the extra storage... but my mom decided that it would be a good idea to move all of my books that I spent hours working on organizing.... up there... out of order and then just put the rest wherever. So my books are out of order... and I can't reach them on the shelf without a chair. Then when I got upset... my mom had the nerve to say to me "And I don't want to find books all over the floor." Well, guess what??? Every one of my books, from fiction to resource to journal is now on my floor, taking up a jolly good amount of space and I'm still PISSED OFF!!!!!!!
I just wish that she would listen to me for once, instead of telling me things that I don't want to hear. Instead of ruining the things I worked so hard on. Instead of making me feel worse about myself than I already do by saying little things about my person. Instead of bursting unto my room and changing things around so I can't find them and hate what she's done.
I share very little tastes with my mother, very little of the same personality. I wish she would just leave me alone sometimes instead of making my life even more complicated than it is, more complicated than I already made it for myself.
sheen-sheen.
Posted by jessmo2
at 3:13 PM
